Why am I freaking out?

Everything has gone smoothly, there have been no signs of anything going wrong but why oh why do I keep wondering about things such as stillbirths and miscarriages...what is going on with me? Why do I even make myself look things like this up?

From Wikipedia:
Stillbirth is a relatively common, but often random, occurrence. The mean stillbirth rate in the United States is approximately 1 in 115 births, which is roughly 26,000 stillbirths each year, or on an average one every 20 minutes.

Blogging Break

Seems like I've aleady been on one but now I am officially on one...not much to say.

I do have to ask...Is it possible to have pre-post partum depression...a whole two months before a baby is born? *sigh*